im on a self debate wether i pick one of these

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or these

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to draw next.

i made the Deadman but i dont wanna make the rest of his team for now, so yeah.
just pick out who should i draw first and from where in those 2.

please and thanks

yes as you've seen, i've been making my chars from the story i wrote the Edge Of the Cell.

i've wanted to do this for a long time but i feel like im ready now. i wanted to put more enphasis in them and more interest to make the details stand out and make them look like they should.

im starting from importan characters that are really important in the story but are not main chars.

i hope u guys can appreciate the progress i've made till today

would you like to try drawing a char of mine?
its really not a contest or anything...so if you guys are just bored well go ahead.

i really dont have much to give and i'd like to see some of you show me my char in a different style, just keep it clean and trye to the design.
you can add and or take something of the chars that wont do any drastic change to them ( dont cut their hair or change their clothes or make their genders or preferences doubtful)

you can pic anyone in my galleries from The edge of The Cell, Monster quest, Enigmatic, Heart or machina , Pumped up, Urban Spark or even a random char that i have done that doesn't involve any of those

remember to keep it clean, true and to tag me on them and point out that i created the characters. (dont take all the credit)

so yeah. go ahead.

If youd like BomB OPAul to draw your oc, leave me a message right here. It will be a free comission ..NO FANART REQUEST (OR I WILL TEAR YOUR SCRO....)

so leave me a comment with a link of your characters drawing . I will try to pick at least 5 or six to work with.

please collab.

i have opted for this now that i sometimes dont know what to draw. i wanna help myself to stop making chars that look alike so why not make a char from another person.

why not fan art. cause. the only fan art i make its because i really like the damn thing. if i dont know anything about it...i wont even try.

hi there.I know i haven't post much recently, but I've been busy fixing some stuff on my life I didn't need to bother me: it looks like its going good so far(lets hope) I've had some up and downs and i finaly found a treatment for my skin condition so, its gonna be hard to emulate  all those stressly made drawing improvements i usually gave o my drawings when i was in problems. I've changed my dayly routine, my eating habits and my daily life for better improvement and I've tried ignoring all those ugly and immature problems around me and its worked awesome so far.

I've had so far a fairly good semester, and i know i haven't been there for everyone, but you cant always give people what the want from you if it doesn't make me happy at all. To all those friends that i haven't spoke to in some time i say my reasons. I did need some alone time, some time to spend around other people and learn from other styles and human beings around me to make myself realize who i really was. I found out that not everything that is better is for the best of you and sometimes less is more. also I've learn how to be a functioning member of a group without having to be a puppet of society and its "rules" of how to be. I know it may sound kind of selfish saying all of this from myself, but when you learn stuff like this in different times in your life, its good to be able to tell.

"he who walks in his path searching for success and happiness is bound to have accidents and demons in his path, for that is what helps him grow and helps him be a step closer to his main goal. The disturbances on the road are just fears, accidents or just people who are on your way to live peacefully. These are battles you have to face in your life and harmful people you have to forget to keep moving fot that this shall help them grow too realizing their errors."
                                                         - [RED]

Hey guys, I've been kinda busy and kinda trouble this semester for several things that have been bothering me, but its best to let them anonymous. I also have been up to my head with school work and there's even weeks i can't even do anything at all related to art because of how its going.Anyways i just wanted to let some of you know that I'm ok. troubled and a bit down sometimes, but I've been through harder and worse times.

I've been changing a lot on my own stuff and I've learned how to work with a few things here and there. Sometimes id like you, the viewer to at leas critic something you dont like about my art, in a friendly way.( the way people normally dont get into arguments and stuff) nothing too offensive. i just wanna know what you guys see weird so maybe i could improve it the next time i work with it.

I decided to bash the bit of "fan art disliking" i had long ago for some personal reasons which i best keep to my self, because i also understood the point of it and because we all learn from some where. i just try to keep my own fan art in a low level so it doesn't interfere with my own work and style.

I haven't been sleeping or eating well for about 2 months now and I'm taking a lot of methods into consideration. I'd like to go to a psychologist, just for him or her to help me out, or maybe listen to my stuff. There's several facts, stuff and people that I like to check on the list of my mental stress problems. Some id even take out of my life forever. But hey, I'm not God so, i'll just try to stay away from those things or just beat those fears i have and let myself and those who really love me from being intentionally hurt and instead be respected as the good human beings they are.

its been a long time since i wrote here. Take it as my "whining" or my "emo" state. whatever you like. I'm just letting you guys know I'm doing and what is affecting my art.

some of you may even over analyze this. its gonna be a wast of your time if you did.Instead, take that time and put it on effort of what you love. you never know when you might need it

love you guys, keep up the hard work. You never know what you could get out of it and how it could save your life

Hey guys, I've been kinda busy and kinda trouble this semester for several things that have been bothering me, but its best to let them anonymous. I also have been up to my head with school work and there's even weeks i can't even do anything at all related to art because of how its going.Anyways i just wanted to let some of you know that I'm ok. troubled and a bit down sometimes, but I've been through harder and worse times.

I've been changing a lot on my own stuff and I've learned how to work with a few things here and there. Sometimes id like you, the viewer to at leas critic something you dont like about my art, in a friendly way.( the way people normally dont get into arguments and stuff) nothing too offensive. i just wanna know what you guys see weird so maybe i could improve it the next time i work with it.

I decided to bash the bit of "fan art disliking" i had long ago for some personal reasons which i best keep to my self, because i also understood the point of it and because we all learn from some where. i just try to keep my own fan art in a low level so it doesn't interfere with my own work and style.

I haven't been sleeping or eating well for about 2 months now and I'm taking a lot of methods into consideration. I'd like to go to a psychologist, just for him or her to help me out, or maybe listen to my stuff. There's several facts, stuff and people that I like to check on the list of my mental stress problems. Some id even take out of my life forever. But hey, I'm not God so, i'll just try to stay away from those things or just beat those fears i have and let myself and those who really love me from being intentionally hurt and instead be respected as the good human beings they are.

its been a long time since i wrote here. Take it as my "whining" or my "emo" state. whatever you like. I'm just letting you guys know I'm doing and what is affecting my art.

some of you may even over analyze this. its gonna be a wast of your time if you did.Instead, take that time and put it on effort of what you love. you never know when you might need it

love you guys, keep up the hard work. You never know what you could get out of it and how it could save your life

Desperately seeking a person
Ubber is his action
Dueling minds colliding
Enthusiastic reactions

Seeking revenge on the one
Tediously giving the call
Others might think its okay
People, this is bugging me off

Trying to find a new way
Resting on my own words
On the horizon they say
Lessons are to be learned
Lying will take you away
In this broken land
Nothing will stop you to say"
Great!!! a poem i don't understand"

there's a secret beyond this poem...if you happen to find it, do it right away

with love. Ur  Friend

My dog came out of surgery half an hour ago and i might post more shit now since my huge preocupation is over.

Thanks for the good comments people thanks for the hope

so i finally used the suit today at the convention, even though i did not compete and i used  the suit on for like 3 or 4 hours, i had a lot of people taking pics even before the convention started.A lot of people told me that they wouldve givent me the vote even without looking at the other cosplays and that my show of interest to cosplay was so great that it was possitive that i coullve won the competition.

Too bad the suit started "malfunctioning" at the last minute and i left people wanting to see me win get theyres smiles turned down..but before i took it off, i gave them the possibility to take a pic with me in armor.

My gf (NOW FIANCE) rushed on at the last week with a Mismagius pokemon cosplay and looked beautiful. she worked hard on hers till mornings and she deserves all the attention she got afterwards.

Spending almost 4 months on a cosplay taught me a lot of stuff.

people appreciate your hard work and labor on the costume
even if its only for a while using your costume, making it myself made me feel proud when i saw all the stunned faces
and if you put a lot of hard work on your stuff, you'll feel proud of the results and you'll learn to grow up professionally in the field of arts and crafts.

i love all of you for the support..

i'll be posting pics soon

While taking a Media class with a really cool professor last tuesday, i lent my portfolio to the girls infront of me because they wanted to see my art. While this happened , the proffesor took a peek and asked:

Is this your art?

I confirmed to him

"Meet me after class with your email adress and cel num."

After class he told me that he was always in need of a Creative( media term for graph. artist and idea person) and that my art was really good and he'd like me to be available for any offer he could present me.

As i got out the door, i smelled while i was soiling on myself, and grinnin from side to side.

What the **** just happened? what should i do???

today as i was entering the class room, he said:

"Pedro  the drumer dude, where is h...come out side lets talk. Listen i have one of my old students who need a graphic artist, and i told her about you, Let me call her!

thats where i started remembering i left my dipers at home

she didnt answer right away. At the end of the class, looking at my B on the last test i took, he said, " dont leave yet!"

He called his old student, Erika who later on asked me to send her an email with some of my art so i did and also a my Deviant Art gallery.

she called me in less than 15 seconds.

I have to be there tomorrow at 1 pm- 6 pm

she liked my art.

WHY AM I SO NERVOUS????????????????!!!!!!!!!!

first of all. i know this space is to write about how your art is doing and not how your life is going, but my journal today has to do about art and if someone is willing to rant about it..

GO FIND THE FUCKING DEFINITION OF WHAT A JOURNAL IS FIRST! google it mo fukas' its like a damn diary

and this is my page, so i can write whatever the flying fuck i want. don't like it, don't watch me.


so there are these things in life ive learned till today. My Professor of "Art Fundamentals" fundamentals told me something i will never forget;

"Peter, you wanna know something? You have the gift, you have the poise and patience to be a great art teacher. Wanna know why? Well you see, although you already took this class as a listener first, you took it again and even if i told you you just had to give the works you had done and hand out the tests to finish, you still come to this class and pay attention to it lif if you were learning again what you still know. A lot of people can't do that... Also you're kind to people and don't try to compare your art with new comers and people that still need some polishing. I've had many students who know how to draw and paint really great, and some who were born to do so, but a lot of them are arrogant and they like to step on others. They like to criticize. Much of them don't like me because I'm the opposite to them. You're doing a great job. Don't turn like those people. There's not much of them that will be successful after all"
_-Prof.Ramon Velazquez

  I have great trust in this teacher and with a lot of art teachers I've met before and have told me the same thing. This is not false at all.

I try to encourage a lot of my friends to keep working on their art because its my job as an artist and i also like the good kind of competition. Why the "good" kind?

its the kind of competition which styles tell you apart from each other.

the bad kind would be from a really arrogant person who put him/her self on top of every one else without taking in consideration that it may ba the other persons style, or that once in their life, they drew like that
i may draw most of my art in an Anime-ish style, and i accept that it could look alike to a lot of anime series, but i try hard not to, because as my Girlfriend once told me in highschool:

"It looks kinda like anime, but not at the same time. its your style."

I used to take this as a critic, but i don't anymore, it makes me different. I don't like to be like the rest.

i may like spiky hair, baggy pants and flashy movements...but even rock concerts have those.

when you guys see an artist trying to co- exist in this cruel and critic world, instead of looking at their art and comparing theirs to yours, like if theirs looked and smelled like shit ( making an ew, face)try to observe more and when u realize it,tell them that their improving on their stuff.

telling them that their art sucks will make you lose a friend, gain a new rival, kill an artist and probably kill your reputation.

don't be stupid , foolish arrogant assholes. don't keep killing us... remember that  him or her could be you...by your admired favorite artist

love you all.

hates gonna hate

stop thinking about THE GAME!


you all lost


btw im done with the Ironman boots. all i need is the UNNDEERRR WEEEARRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

ok NORI CHAN TAGGED MEE!! WITH MOSLEY!!!!!!GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr

AND DANDAN WITH BOMB O!!!!





Mosley is a soldier of the Acura millitia of Mystopia

His Father was killed in a spec ops before he could graduate

his best friends are Ames and Angus, of a valiant club who got raised from poverty to rich because of their numbers and abilities. plus their father invented the skyboards. this relationship became broken when they moved to higher hierarchy and mosley began to think of them as money sucking bastards.

hes a show off sometimes to attract attention when hes in distracting operations. think of him as a Cris Evans for girls only more kick as and with awesome hair

he has 2 sisters named Luanie and Oni

hes a gunner

he has lost many girlfriends and some who got taken away by his destiny

he has a crush on Deven Energus  




Bomb O

hes the son of Sion, whos the son of the oldest living decendant of the first blue crystalix holder



hes a tough young kid, hes vey hyperactive and creative with his attacks   

he can create explosives and can charge with explosive power his attacks, and by the rule of crysalix parasitic law, the holder is immune to his own attack or defense system..hes immune to fire or blasts...but he's mortal to stabs and cuts.

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he never knew his father and grandparents and thus never had a clue about his true powers until the encounter with Sarenukio

he met Violet butterfly in grade 11th and got a surprise when he knew she also wasn't there by coincidence. She had also been contacted with the crystals power being saved by the Crystal Mistress in a Neutral Worlders Intervention on the positive world. the incdent left the school she was in chaos making her leave to Shannon Rose high-school

he and Violet were inspired by the highschool version of NoriegaGraphics and i almost 5 years ago. Most of the chars are really our high school buddies with other names and some old friends from others schools. no matter how far apart we could've grown, im not changing them even if one of them were to hate me in the end...

Bomb O was kinda inspired by Sora of Kingdom hearts mixed with the clothes i would normally wear and the hair id normally fix to high school.

The power of explosions really came from my fanaticism with fireworks and movie explosions (Michael bay is a little shit next to my likings)which also lead back to when bomb O actually started MIDDLE SCHOOL!!! which used to be a story of 4 friends who just went around fighting called Project X.It all had started by my fascination of Gambit Charging objects with kinetic energy...and 7 years from that... Bomb O is what he is today.


tag at NoriegaGraphics with
MiKE
HAZEL

take that!!!

what am i fighting for anyways...WHY DO U GUYS MAKE ART AT ALL?

do u have a plan or do u just post for your close friends to see?

i was so high and got taken down so easily with my weakness

why am i original at all? why am i me? if it isn't worth fighting for anymore since all my hard work wont pay off with my own stuff at the end

i used to get bored by myself a lot as a child, so i had nothing else than to make stuff up myself since no one my age was around to play and nobody at school would play with a looser such as the chubbiest kid in class.

so i developed my vaccine towards that. Making cool original stuff and since i was always in my "little world' i came up with really good stuff that a lot of people liked and started to see me different because of it.

so everything was fine. i took in some fan art at first to learn other stuff as important as perspective and style and i started adding my own touch. that's why i prefer my personal style than mi anime-ish one that its hardly even anime itself. its a mix between marvel influence at 12 to anime influence at 9

so every time i get my stuff called something similar or every time i get rants on for disliking fan art a little and not doing fan art myself, i get really depressed because then everything ive worked my ass off to try to do all these years i spent making original stuff goes to the garbage

being an artist as a hobby and being one as a job is really different

because as a hobby... i think i enjoy it more since i dont have to get a lot of other peoples bad criticism..

as a job... its enjoying but i have to face all those comments about my stuff not being COOl enough for them because its not "Commercialized" yet

So now after 7 fucking years of being silent to everyone about my feelings and those who hadn't heard about this now know why i am the way i am and why im a closed-to-myself kind of person


as a personal fact, i didn't wanna do this because you guys don't need to hear it and it makes me sad to talk about how i really am.

Im an emotional time-bomb being poked at every minute and which is about to explode finaly to release the person i dont wanna be again

a sad and lonely motherfucker.


thanks to all if u read this. i'm gonna go try to fucking sleep now

like most of u don't know ( because a lot didn't even cared to read the journal bout it) my college association closed all the local colleges of Puerto Rico and we got left out for 2 months

in that time, i got two jobs. one in bagging stuff at the local supermarket and the other one which ended today as the helper of a graphic artist at a label company.

in all that time, i wasnt talked to on the phone by any of my friends from college, wasnt invited by any of my friends outside my gf friend group to hang out and I was always the start of the conversation...never vice versa.

why? do i suck? i mean come on, i'm a very important friend like any of them, why am i always left out of meetings? i mean fuck the only thing i was invited to, was to play a goddamn match of CoD Mw2 on the ps3.

i missed my friends and all that the majrity can say is " i don't wanna go back to college" well...I DO! why? because unlike a lot of u I FUCKING MISSED YOU!!! only the normal DA friends who i actually know in real life where the ones to talk to me

but in fact i have a cellphone which i only use for calls from my parents and my gf..

BECAUSE THEY ARE THE ONLY ONES WHO FUKEN CALL!

i need to make a meme because i had the craziest idea of taking 4 or less chars that you have created , ORIGINAL CHARACTERS, and draw them as the opposite gender..

why?

Not because i like traps or trannies  or weird anime stuff, i just wanted to practice drawing girls and i always seem to draw men a little better than women because of nature...lol

so i took on the job of taking my chars from diff stories i had ( Bomb O , Natori, Mark, and Lucas Nova) and make them as female versions.

it was kinda creepy at first but as i looked at them i went like...wow they would also have the same potential as girls in the story as they are as male chars. and they look kick ass

i'll be inking them to post later.

i hope that if u could, just to practice up your great abilities , try this stuff and link me up. its fun and it helps u

no matter how bad it could look but at least u know its practice and is healthy for your artistic abilities

i need to make a meme because i had the craziest idea of taking 4 or less chars that you have created , ORIGINAL CHARACTERS, and draw them as the opposite gender..

why?

Not because i like traps or trannies  or weird anime stuff, i just wanted to practice drawing girls and i always seem to draw men a little better than women because of nature...lol

so i took on the job of taking my chars from diff stories i had ( Bomb O , Natori, Mark, and Lucas Nova) and make them as female versions.

it was kinda creepy at first but as i looked at them i went like...wow they would also have the same potential as girls in the story as they are as male chars. and they look kick ass

i'll be inking them to post later.

i hope that if u could, just to practice up your great abilities , try this stuff and link me up. its fun and it helps u

no matter how bad it could look but at least u know its practice and is healthy for your artistic abilities

i need to make a meme because i had the craziest idea of taking 4 or less chars that you have created , ORIGINAL CHARACTERS, and draw them as the opposite gender..

why?

Not because i like traps or trannies  or weird anime stuff, i just wanted to practice drawing girls and i always seem to draw men a little better than women because of nature...lol

so i took on the job of taking my chars from diff stories i had ( Bomb O , Natori, Mark, and Lucas Nova) and make them as female versions.

it was kinda creepy at first but as i looked at them i went like...wow they would also have the same potential as girls in the story as they are as male chars. and they look kick ass

i'll be inking them to post later.

i hope that if u could, just to practice up your great abilities , try this stuff and link me up. its fun and it helps u

no matter how bad it could look but at least u know its practice and is healthy for your artistic abilities